Cause most of you told me that you would not take effort to read if I don't write UNcapitalized words, I must adopt myself to the tough situation,mustn't I?
Now just like somehow,you know,the same crossroads, the same situation,the same dilemma and maybe the same end,who knows?
Time after time, I let myself drift into the dilemma.Let it go or just let if flow?
Who can tell,only time?

 

诶,没想到今天能撑过4节数学课,还以为是久违的学习状态又回来了,想不到,现在的情势是急转直下,抱牢电脑不肯放了.心想难得8点左右能上网,绝对不下线,什么心态?!

要过生日了，我请大家吃饭，但是地点还没决定好,时间也是未知数,大家经常说为人低调点,就随便搞搞吧.

过生日就意味着五一了,我不知道会在这七天里看多少张久违的脸,我真的不知道.

我知道现在已经是第十周了,但仅此而已,SHOOT.

真的不想不能不要哈来来了,虽然我觉得有段时间,人真的象中了诅咒样...I KNOW IT MAY SOUND CRAZY BUT IT'S TRUE.I DO WANNA ESCAPE THAT, BUT NOBODY DARE TO TELL ME HOW TO MAKE IT.

我现在一点都不兴奋,对要来临的假期,真的.一切都是未知数,钥匙不在我这里.

这次生日我帮自己买了很多很贵的东西，好象要可以弥补什么,我也不清楚,反正很夸张,好象有点近于崩溃的边缘,我不知道这是不是一个好的,顺利的开始?GOD MAY TELL?

HONEST,I AM NOT BUYING, NEVER THOUGH I KEEP IN MIND THAT ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUD THAN WORDS, BUT I STILL WANNA HEAR SOMETHING RIGHT STRAIGHT FORM YOU, I FEEL THAT ANYTHING YOU TO SAY WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.STILL BUT JUST FOR A SHORT TIME, WITH THE ENTERNAL SORROW COMING.

SOMETIMES I KEEP FOOLING MYSELF THAT SOMEDAY LIFE WILL BE ONE DAY.NOW I COME TO REALIZE THAT NO SUCH STUPID SOMEDAY,AND EVEN NO SOMEONE.THEY JUST BE GONE BEFORE THEY EMERGE AM i RIGHT?

I FEEL THAT I CAN NOT CARRY ON ANY LONGER, CAUSE NOTHING SEEMS TO BE ANY BETTER,I DON'T SAY YOU'RE A CHEATER,YOU CAN JUST GO AND ASK MY MOTHER.TODAY WHO IS BEING YOUR LOVER?I AM NO LONGER A FIGHTER.YOU CAN EVEN CALL ME A LOSER.I WON'T GO ANY  FARTHER.NO PERSON IN THE WORLD WILL BE MY TEACHER FOREVER.LET ME  AND MYSELF &I FACE THE TRUTH TOGETHER.I PROMISE I WON'T GO ANY LONGER.YOU THHOUUUUUUUUGHT YOU ARE A DIVA? A DIVA? YOU SHOULD BE A JOKER.NONE OF YOU WILL SURVIVE EITHER.

 

IT IT FLOWS IT JUST FROM MY FINGERS

I SAID THAT IT HAVE TO BE YOU, IT REALLY HAVE TO BE YOU. I HEAR THAT IT SUNG BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEBODY WHO CAN MAKE ME BE TRUE AND CAN MAKE ME BE BLUE.YEAH, IT SOUNDS REALLY REALLY COOL, EVEN COOLER THAN EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH YOU KNEW.THERE ALWAY SOME NEWS APPEAR AND DIE SOON.EVERYTHING I DO,DO IT FOR YOU? ARE YOU ON THE MOON OR SLEEPING ON THE NOON? YOU KNOW THE WORD BOO?JUST PLAY WITH YOUR BOO.

还是英语比较流畅嘛,还能做到不是很丑陋的压韵.

但是我的SPACE为什么没什么人呢?

<乐评>今天上听力课,就不说那个老师怎么样了，学到个单词叫STIGMA,其实它的意思还有"耻辱的标志;羞耻之心;污名"但我想到的却是这首歌曲拉.

拿出来和大家分享!

 

Stigmatized  
 歌手：The Calling     专辑：Camino Palmero 
The Calling - Stigmatized

If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back
Shouldn't keep me from you

Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized

 

I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray

We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized

We'll live our lives
We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives
I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you
And I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized

We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
We're gonna live our lives
We're gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
Gonna live our lives
Stigmatized

 

THE CALLING的摇滚风格正是我喜欢的,不是ROCK到我什么都没听到,只有节奏;也不是只有旋律的泡泡糖音乐.它很妥帖地把两者安排地恰到好处.认识他们还是在高二的时候,有幸从同学那取来聆听主唱时而低沉时而高亢的嗓音,让人陶醉.

其实大家都应该知道一首叫WHEREVER YOU GO的歌曲,这无疑是他们的代表作,但是就这张专集而言,其他歌曲也都是值得大家一听的比如 COULD IT BE ANY HARDER,ADRIENNE ,ETC.

给我感觉最深是他们身上所散发出来的一个乐队所具备的真正的精神,大家配合默契.在听的时候,我相信你能仿佛闻到现场弦摩擦木枕所散发出来的木香.整个乐队浑然一体.

我也真的很喜欢他们写的词(或者说是他所唱的,无所谓),大多在我心里引起了不大不小的共鸣,哈哈.从来没听过一个人唱歌能如此通彻心扉,很痛,但很真实.这有别于"甜蜜的忧伤"的做作与不成熟.

徜徉于纯流行音乐,偶尔听听他们的,更会让你爱不释手.

我记得很多艰难的时刻,比如高考,比如心情不好，都是听着他们的歌曲，哼着很简单的几句,反反复复,才SURVIVE到现在的.

比如我现在就反复咛唱着IF I GIVE UP ON U,I GIVE UP ON ME...

 

PS朋友们都喜欢叫我陈天天,所以很多歌曲觉得都是为我以后的她写的，比如我现在边写边听到的

天天想你.大家应该都是听到这首歌曲的八分多钟的现场求婚版吧,老0的.他说她给了我两年的幸福，现在我要还她一"杯子" 只羡鸳鸯不羡仙了.

 

 

 

 

 

 

还清楚记得上个月的月中,心里的疼痛久违得撕心裂肺.从没为一个朋友如此惋惜.你去了两个月,我在考高口的时候不停地提醒自己,你看得见,你在天上永远指引着我,你只是不能说话而已.所以我使出全力.结果当然是过了.BUT IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU,YOU KNOW.

我失去了什么,我一次次问我自己

我不会再听到你温柔而有磁性的嗓音,不会再看见你洋溢快乐与朝气的脸庞,不会再与你四目相对,比谁不眨眼睛的时间长.不会再打篮球的时候与你组队,欺侮别人亦或被别人欺侮.不会再讲些只有少数人能懂的但真的很高明的笑话.不能和你出去买碟.不能在假日的时候来到你家,捣乱一番...

也不可能来你的学校了,其实一直很想来，想不到就这样没机会了,这不得不让我从新审视一翻自己的态度.也不可能听到你唱你新练习的吉他曲目了NEVER.也不可能和你漂亮的MM一起出去玩了.也不可能和你一起去看高中的老师了，去鄙视下邬呆了,去学校的小路上PJC了...

当=然没机会看到你最终会娶谁,谁是你的真命天女,不知道你的儿子或是女儿长的象谁,你以后到底是个流浪歌手还是稳定得当个小职员什么的,你住在哪?你的婚礼会是怎么样子,是不是要租下一个酒店的两个楼面,因为你人缘很好.

曾经真的幻想过你的孩子和我的孩子一起玩耍,而我们则坐在一旁,就这么静静地坐着,什么都不用想,虽然我们都知道彼此已经经历过什么,至少大概,且今后又要面对各种挑战,BUT IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER.我们可以抽烟,喝酒,看看不懂的片子,讲低俗的笑话,等等,都不重要,因为I'VE GOT YOU,AND YOU'VE GOT MY BACK.

但这一切都不可能发生了,但我想起这点的时候,我忍不住我的泪水...

WHAT'S WORSE,你也不能WITNESS MY WEDDING BANQUENT,IT'T TOO BAD,MAN .CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT,IT'S TRUE THAT WITHOUT YOU, MY LIFE ALMOST CRASHED.

不必再多说了，我经历的也是你错过的.

NOW YOU'RE GONE BUT IT'S OK MAN. I WILL TELL YOU WHAT'S LIFE'S MEANING SOMEDAY.

YOU KNOW SOMEDAY LIFE WILL BE JUST ONE DAY.

(此稿我不想检查了，这是真的，不是作的)